well my new year hasn’t exactly been the best. it’s been.. a rollercoaster? i guess. it’s been complicated, but things are slowly getting better. things will get better as long as i keep my head up right? hope so.
Some people say writing is a way of releasing yourself and that it makes them feel better in some sense. I don’t find this method to work for me, I’d rather sit down and have a nice thorough talk with someone in order to rid myself of all stress and frustration.
Writing would be…
i don’t mind the criticism as much, it’s just that deep down, i’ll know what i want.
My heart is so vulnerable; my mind. lost and confused. i’m in a state where i can’t even think or feel clearly. i don’t know where my heart will lead me. i don’t want to talk about this to anyone anymore. i just want to be by myself and suffer quietly. i rather keep it to myself. if i can get through this on my own, i’ll come out even stronger.